I was recently called out for crocheting while I watched Matlock. I have two things to say in my defense: one, at least it wasn't Murder She Wrote (although I prefer it); and two, I wasn't alone.
But while I'm talking about it, I had an epiphany while I was crocheting today. I'm working on a new pattern which I've never tried before. It's a lovely tan hat (lovely, as in, I REALLY LIKE it), and I'm very nearly finished. I was stitching away when the verse from Psalm 139 popped in my head: "He knit me together in my mother's womb." While I know I wasn't knitting (this time), it occurred to me how very personal God's relationship is with me. He's my Creator. Creative. How interesting. And I think I'm still a work in progress.
So all the times when I'm rebelling, I can feel Him having to get me back on the right track. I never imagined this as painful to Him until I had to pull out a few layers of pattern because I'd made a mistake a few rows back. All that progress, gone. All that time and energy, wasted.
But was it really? I don't think so. Because when it came time for me to reach the point of my mistake again, I didn't make the same mistake. And that, my friends, is grace.
So today I'm feeling very thankful that, even though I think I'll always be a work in progress (until I reach Heaven), I'm not going it alone. I have a pattern (the Bible), and a wonderful Guide who will show me my mistakes, help me correct them, and teach me how to avoid them in the future.
God's really great. :-)
This is a wonderful, encouraging post. As a fellow "old lady", I love your insight about God's work in our lives.
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